Soledad.

Good day today all around. But I'm not feeling my best. Kaileen and Becca unexpectedly showed up at my house this morning. It was a very pleasent surprise and I thank them for it. We didn't really know what to do so we just got in the car and left. We were going to go to see John is his place of work but Kaileen drove past it and didn't stop so I was kind of confused but didn't question her divine wisdom. So we kept on driving and we were going in the direction of Taylor's house so we decided to go there. So after a while of making fun of Becca (I dont remember exactly what happened but Im sure there was some of that involved) we headed to the Daily Grind, then I proceeded to go back to Taylors.

Ryan showed up alittle later and we drank tea and had a laugh. Well that didn't exactly happen, I wish it did though. After some conversing (about two hours worth), I made my way home by way of my pops and some funny stories of his about alcohol. And now I dont feel so great.

Upon further analysis I think I know why I feel this way. When the two unmentionables stopped by earlier I was interrupted from my practicing. This has happened before. If I dont get an adequate amount of practice time or listening time to myself then I dont feel like myself, resulting in mild depression. Also if that happens and I get a facefull of something that I dont usually listen to it doesn't help the matter. Like today, I was when I was at Taywa's, alot of Dylan happened to be played. Now it's not that I dont like Dylan, in fact I enjoy him, but only in small doses. So not hearing any of what I normally do and hearing mostly stuff that doesnt sit right with me most of the day kind of puts me in a weird mood. When I say it doesnt sit right I mean it's just very lyric based and I cant just focus on that, and the music itself doesnt interest me so Im kind of cornered. Anyway, I know the remedy for it, so off with my bad feelies.